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I can't say that you're gone.

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Photo: Elizabeth Barr

Air hangs heavy outside my window.
patches of sun migrate along my bedspread.
I can't say that you're gone.
You were never really here...

I breathe deep but the heavy hanging air draws thin and cool.
I can barely believe the state of things, much less handle them on any functional level...

I sweep the sheet around my shoulder and roll away from it.

The gardner mows his buzzing grass cutting machine past my window.
I close my eyes and pretend I'm asleep...

I would kill for a good night's sleep.
At the moment not much else comes to mind that's worth killing for...

My cell phone buzzes and I read your text.
It says exactly what I expected it to say.
I can't say that you're gone.
You were never really here...



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Guy Neal Williams
Friday, 12 December 2008
I appreciated this very, very much.

To say much more than that would be to take licenses I don't hold and to diminish your work, which I'd never wish to do.

I hope you'll let us read more of your work. I lok forward to seeing what you're up to.

best wishes

GNWilliams
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